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Greetings fellow seeker. You have found me. I am not sure how relatable my path is. It is likely up to your openness and your own projections of the world to decide that. But my story is a good one if nothing else, and a powerful one to the people that need to hear it.
This story started long before my current existence and even before my birth. I have trouble placing its origin, but it started generations ago, likely in Europe, possibly earlier. At least for now, my calling likely speaks more to the men of this planet than the women, but to any woman that reads this I do hope that it informs you of much of the cause of your own dissatisfactions and may inspire you to help heal our men that are so deeply in need of nourishment.
I write these words as an angry man, and one who is happy to claim his anger. I was taught that my anger was dangerous and to disavow myself of it. But today I claim it fully and honor it as a powerful part of my being and as a potential force for good.
Why am I angry? I am angry at society because I was lied to. I am angry at women because they confuse me, I am angrier at men because I wasn’t taught anything about what it means to be a man and I am angriest with myself for buying into all of this nonsense.
Thankfully, I am also filled with another new feeling that I am happy to claim. Compassion. I feel so much compassion for women of this era for having to deal with lost men, I feel so much compassion for men because I believe I wasn’t taught anything because the living males of my life weren’t taught themselves. So I don’t have any living men to really blame here. And I have so much compassion for myself. I have always tried what I believed to be my best, and think most people can claim the same.
For a number of reasons, I don’t have much to offer yet beyond a chance to walk alongside me as I continue my growth. And I do invite you to join me. To challenge me. To praise me. To use my experiences as opportunities for your own self discovery. I am a seeker and what I seek lately is the divine. And lately, I have stopped looking upward as much as I see so much of the above is really down below. That is why I am in search of divine depth. And you are welcome here.
